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My Cup Overflows

Today I just have some thoughts I want to get down.  This morning I was feeling a bit sad, just one of those moments that come, and found myself thinking, "I don't want to lose this feeling."  I know it sounds odd.  You would think one would want to get over the grief as quickly as possible and move on.  I actually don't feel like what I am feeling is grief in my sad moments.  There is something very powerful that happens in those moments.  The Spirit brings a peace and steadiness to my soul that cannot be explained with mere words.  One must experience it to know it.  I want to be clear that this is not me wanting to wallow in my sadness either.  There is no self pity in those moments.  It is a time when God is able to come rescue my heart in a different way.  I can depend on only Him to heal my heart.  I love that time He and I have together, and I don't want it to go away.  I'm hoping that even as those sad moments get even fewer and further between that God is able to replace them with something that provides a similar interaction for Him and me.  The Spirit is so overwhelming at times.  My cup overflows.

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