Today I just have some thoughts I want to get down. This morning I was feeling a bit sad, just one of those moments that come, and found myself thinking, "I don't want to lose this feeling." I know it sounds odd. You would think one would want to get over the grief as quickly as possible and move on. I actually don't feel like what I am feeling is grief in my sad moments. There is something very powerful that happens in those moments. The Spirit brings a peace and steadiness to my soul that cannot be explained with mere words. One must experience it to know it. I want to be clear that this is not me wanting to wallow in my sadness either. There is no self pity in those moments. It is a time when God is able to come rescue my heart in a different way. I can depend on only Him to heal my heart. I love that time He and I have together, and I don't want it to go away. I'm hoping that even as those sad moments get even fewer and further between that God is able to replace them with something that provides a similar interaction for Him and me. The Spirit is so overwhelming at times. My cup overflows.
Joshua 4:6 to serve as a sign among you. In the future, when your children ask you, 'What do these stones mean?' I realize this is a very fragmented verse, but go with it. This got me to thinking. What are the stones in my life that serve as signs of God's work in my life? I am not a big fan of material items because I don't really care about stuff. It's just that, stuff. So, I've had to think a little harder about this. The obvious sign of God's current work is the tennis bracelet I wear in memory of Mom. Other obvious signs that might include my Bible, Dalton's grandmother's wedding ring, and my wedding ring. However, if I think of the things in my life that are the most evident of God's work, it would be the stories of the different journeys God and I have been on together. The story of how I got my current job and the multitude of "God things" that surrounded that moment. The story of a college friend telling me, "...
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