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Song of Songs 6:3 I am my beloved's and my beloved is mine; he browses among the lilies.

Today I am thinking through my relationship with Jesus.  The word beloved fits Him so beautifully.  It is the exact sentiment I feel for Him.  My big struggle today and using the word beloved in reverse, from Jesus to me.  For some reason that word seems to sacred to attach to myself.  I understand the depth of Jesus' love for me, the fact that He cares for me beyond measure and loves me unconditionally through all of my ick.  For some reason, I just can't get to the word beloved for myself.  I will be continuing to grasp this for a while, I have a feeling.  I'm not sure if it is a struggle of my own worth or a struggle of my misconception of the word or just a lie I am being fed.  I will be going deeper with God to figure that out.  His banner over me is love, that I know without any doubt.  What word comes to mind when you think of Jesus and do you find that word applicable to you from Jesus' perspective?

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