Sad and Frustrated

Romans 8:28 And we now that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

I'm struggling with this verse today. Do you ever have days where you know that overall your life is going fine and good, but there are those few things in which you are waiting for God to do something "good" and nothing seems to be happening? And if anything, it feels like the longer you wait, the farther the "good" gets from happening? That's where I am today. There are several areas in my life where I am waiting on God to move and produce some long lasting impact. I feel as though I get to a point where hope seems to abound and things start to look in the "good" direction, and then, bam, something not good happens, or maybe even worse, nothing happens. Not to be a downer, but I'm just kind of sad today. I'm trying to focus on the "good" that is going on, but the tears just seem to roll anyway. If only my kingdom eyes could see the "good" that is happening in the situation where I feel like there is a standstill. I know God is moving in these situations, but I just cannot see Him. Sad and frustrated. God be near.

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