God has been silent for me today. I have spent time with Him, listening and praying, but I don't have anything specific. I think sometimes God gives us these times with our own thoughts so we can reflect on where we truly are with Him. Today, I needed the time to honestly assess my own walk and where my heart has been. I am trusting, but it is a slow process to get myself back to fully knowing and believing His promises. It is one day at a time right now, and I'm okay with that. I needed today to just sit with my own thoughts and realize how far He has brought me on this trust journey in a quick amount of time. It is all about re-surrendering my own thoughts, ideas, and doubts. My trust had been shaken and now it is coming back as the Spirit prompts me with memories of promises fulfilled.
Romans 8:38-39 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth , nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. This verse just makes me want to shout, "AMEN!" But isn't it frustrating how Satan knows exactly where to hit us to make us doubt? And then he is so good at kicking us while we are down. I, unfortunately, had this experience very recently. I was feeling a little worried about a particular situation and then Satan pounced and made me feel like an enormous loser. He was feeding me lies that he knew I would believe, because they are the same lies I always fall for. Thankfully, I was able to spend some time with God in quiet solitude. I was reminded that no matter what Satan throws at me, I will never be separated from the love of God because I have Christ Jesus...
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